Where am I? I don’t like this place.
Let’s just say that the last couple of weeks have been ridiculous. School is really kicking my ass. I barely have time for anything. As gross as it sounds, I sometimes have to skip a shower because there is, literally, no time. I had to step down to cheerleader status on the Wild Cat team. 
It makes me sad, but I wasn’t being as active as need be and that wasn’t fair to others. Trying to keep up with everything has been taking a toll. I failed a quiz and a test and I can’t have that, so I had to prioritize. School HAS to come before BS, even if it does make me sad.
My leg and arm are about the same. I see the doc on Friday morning.
Over the weekend, we went to St. Louis. I was VERY bummed because the girls couldn’t make it. I was so excited to meet them. Becky was too busy, Loni wasn’t feeling well, and Poetry and I had a big misunderstanding. No hard feelings girls. I understand, but it was a bummer. That aside, we had a great time! We gambled, ate lots of good food, and watched two Cardinals games. Rob had a good birthday. My kiddo stayed with my mom and they had a blast too. They went to some festivals and just had a grand old time, it sounds like.
I have no idea what my weight is today. I maintained for my last Cats weigh in and that’s the last I know. I just have so much going on, I haven’t the energy to focus on that too much. Well, that and the fact I can’t work out at all. I’m just really struggling emotionally.
I don’t like the emotional state I am in. There is seriously too much on my plate, but I’ve scraped off what I can already.
Loni and Elisha I hope you are doing well. I miss you girls.
To all the cats….I miss all of you too.
I hope you all are doing well.
Getting support here is great, but it’s give and take, and you have given a lot, so take care of yourself and we will still be here when you get back! Life takes over sometimes, and that is something all of us deal with, so it’s understandable. I think it will be hard to focus on weight loss if you are not allowed to exercise. Maybe you can focus on maintaining instead?
oh wow what a busy busy bee.. no more failing tests i will come up there and be your study partner and you do not want that i am a drill sargeant haha.
we do miss you but completely understand life comes first..
totally understandable about school, remember when I had to drop down to a few days a week on BS, school was one of the reasons. I’m glad you are still a wildcat–cheerleader or on the lineup, we love you girl. Sorry I couldnt join you this weekend but I am glad you did still enjoy yourself.
Big hugs hon!!!! I know what you are going through! Just take it one day at a time and eventually you will make it back to us.
Oh no. What did you fail? Is there anything I can help you with?
I spend 4 hours this past weekend helping my husband’s cousin study pharmacology for nursing…
email me if you need help, I can try
I do agree…I always feel that school & education come before BS and my exercise
Take care and do better on those tests now!?
ugh! i totally get you..my life is a mess right now …school has got me so stressed!!
You will always be a wildcat. But you are right school has to come first right now. Just know we are here for you when you need us!
Hey! Take care of yourself. School can be tough! Hang in there!
I hope you can still check in when you have time, even if not as regularly…you’re a BuddySlim celebrity, practically! Good luck with school!
So sad to hear you guys didn’t meet up after all.
Take care honey. You are doing very good despite all this pressure.
Hey girlie, I’ll be in your shoes (minus the clot!) in 2 weeks when college starts back… it’s tough working full time, going to college part time and trying to keep the other important parts of your life like study, family etc going too. Mind yourself ok? Stress cant be helping you heal and get better.
I hadn’t realized I had missed a blog. I hope things have eased a little for you. I hope you take good care of yourself, well as much as your schedule allows.
xoxo lady! no worries about being busy you know i completely understand!
I am SOOO sad I missed u! There will be another opportunity, I PROMISE! I miss u!